. The body is an amazing machine. I can't find words to explain how thankful I am for the body I am having. It is still keeping me alive after everything it has been through... BREAK IT and you will MAKE IT is still going strong. I will get better, I will recover, I will get through this too. Nothing can BREAK me down. I am under control. My body is healing and my heart is under control. The first 24 hours was most critical cause of the high impact on my chest, from the kick. The heart got shocked and damaged, but somehow my body managed to deal with it and is recovering!! It was scary. It was Painful, and it still is. But it's going in the right direction. I was lucky, again. it could have been over, again. Now I just have to focus on recovering, listen to my body and take it easy. My heart and chest are still hurting and I have to be careful so the break in my chest doesn't get worse. And we'll see when I feel ready to fly back all the way to Sweden. People have asked me "how sad I am" of the fact that I am missing the World Championships this weekend, but guess what.. after everything I've been through I have learned and realized what matters in life. Of course it sucks, cause I know I would have loved it (and I think I could have done pretty well in the competition....) but to be alive is the biggest win of them all and the only thing that really matters. But I can*t wait until I'm back on my hand(s) thank you again for all the beautiful messages I've got. It makes my heart warm to see how many wonderful peoiple I have in my life <3 TAKE CARE Love E