<div>back in the ocean.... </div> <div>first time back in the ocean for a very very long time. </div> <div> </div> <div>Fear, uncomfort, lack of motivation and not really any longing for getting cold in the water have stopped me from getting in...</div> <div>but today I gave it a go again.</div> <div> </div> <div>it was amazing to paddle out, see the sunrise and feel the warm water. I do love it, sometimes... </div> <div>it's kind of a hate-love💕</div> <div>so wonderful and uncomfortable on the same time...</div> <div> </div> <div> <div> </div> <div> </div> </div> <div>I'm glad I went, so cozy to get up 4.15am, light candles, eat breakfast and then head out! </div> <div> </div> <div> <div> </div> <div> </div> </div> <div>And the group of surfers are just amazing, such beautiful people💕</div> <div> </div> <div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div>#<strong><em>breakitandyouwillmakeit</em></strong></div> </div>