Okay so you can think I am a bit silly now, but I will write this anyway, cause this is how I am feeling right now. I have missed this so incredibly much... the feeling of a competition day. You are focused, excited, READY and just want to do it. You can feel the atmosphare is different compare to normal days.Pumped, excited and ready to give your best. I am definitely enjoying every single second of feeling this way! 😍I guess only competitive people can understand my feelings right now, hey? But I have to admit that I can't really feel it 100%.... cause for me this is nowhere close to what I used to do, so it feels like I can't really say I am competing. It kind of feels like a "fake" competition, just because it's not vaulting or gymnastics. It's a bit sad that I feel this way... but I can't help it. Anyway, I am kind of pretending I am competing. Just because I love and miss that feeling❤️ Sometimes I miss this sport, too much❤️ A bit different competition outfits 😂 #breakitandyouwillmakeit