I kind of like it here, a bit too much

Another awesome day. Feeling happy and thankful for the life I'm living. I'm actually really starting to enjoy the life I'm creating here in SWEDEN. I never thought I would feel this way... I'll share a thought that came over me this morning. I was planning on having a sleep in morning, cause I came home late after my Handstand workshop yesterday.... but I woke up early, saw that the sun was shining outside my window so I really wanted to get up and out, rather than staying in bed. So I did. I had my favourite brekkie and then I went out. The sun was shining, the air was fresh and the wind was blowing briefly in my hair. it was a bit chilli and you can really tell that the Autumn is on it's way. And there and then, walking around watching the beautiful landscape we have in sweden, the thought came over me. "My life is pretty damn Amazing here in Sweden....I don't think I have to move back to Australia " At the same time as the thought hit me I got shocked... shocked that I'm not having that longing feeling to MOVE anymore. Shocked that I'm dealing with the cold in Sweden, and are feeling OK with it. Shocked that what I thought was THE ONLY place for me to live might not be THE ONLY PLACE anymore. It's almost a feeling of relief. It has been so tough to deal with the missing and longing and not really enjoying where I am living. It's actually an AMAZING feeling that I LOVE WHERE I am.I don't feel the need to escape anymore, I don't feel the need of going places, I don't feel the need of traveling... not right now. For a person like me who (normally) ALWAYS wants to go somewhere, never feel that I'm fitting in (I'm still not, but I'm accepting that it's better to stand out!) it's a relief. it's strange, but I like it ... for now. I'm pretty sure I know the reasons, why my feelings have changed... I LOVE MY JOB. I LOVE to be able to help and inspire people. I LOVE to be surrounded by positive and supportive people. I LOVE all the exciting things happening right now. I LOVE building up BREAK IT. I LOVE being close to my family and friends. I LOVE that I have so many opportunities. So it doesn't really matters where on this planet I'm living. I know I'll GO PLACES, but for now I'm pretty damn happy, thankful and satisfied with what I have.♥️🙏